Hmmm....something to ponder

Know that things cannot be perfect all the time, but why is the middle ground so bad. Things are either perfect, or a real crap sandwich. Think it's possibly more in my head than anything else. Wonder if you think it sucks too, or are you over it and are fine when we don't get along? Should I be better with it and just let it go? Should it bother me like it does? What is healthier? You can be so mean and I wish it weren't so. Also wish I wasn't so sensitive about it. That would probably resolve the issue altogether. Looking for help to let things roll off my back better. I do love you and just hate it so when we don't get along. What's a girl to do....hmmmm.